i'm sorry to hurt my heartt so much, we know we shouldnt cry like that.
maybe i should cherish myself more and do a bit good by being less sensitive and stop all these nonsense. (: let's just cheer up and make each other smile more.

anyway the trip was really great, i'm such a happy girl now.
make up some new year resolution, this time i'm really serious abt it kae.

1)less worries, be happy
i dont want other people to affect me. no matter what they say. i want to believe in myself have faith in myself and the ones who care and i love them. i want to be truly happy at heart. i want to be contented. expect less.

2) Lose Weight
(seriously lah, dont know how much how much how much food i ate with him, every min every hr i'm eating non stop! and drank quite a bit, lots of red wine, beer and martell)

3)Save money
lose weights and be pretty so i will spend lesser money on shopping. (:

4)do more charity and good deed

5)forget the past
the past years sins have been bugging me for years. slowly it will fade away like any other nightmare. thanks.. yang, for helping me to get rid of an ugly past and starts anew and accept me as who i am

i'm glad i've change... not resentful. i thank god for the gifts in my life.